Please understand...

Please understand

Please dont tell me u know how i feel
Because No one will ever know how i feel.

Don't tell me time will heal my broken heart,
Because my heart is broken, it will never heal.

Don't tell me Soon Beng has gone to a better place,
Because I know he has.
But i want him here with me,
I want to see his face,
I want to hear his voice,
I want to hold him.

Don't tell me it's time to move on,
Because I cannot, not yet...

Don't tell me to think of the good times we shared,
Because, for now, it only reminds me
that there will be no more such good times.

Don't tell me you want to see the old michelle again,
Because she went with Soon Beng 62 days ago,
I will never be the same again.

And please,
Don't tell me Soon Beng will not want to see me like this,
Because I KNOW,of all people, i KNOW
he won't want to see me like this.
But I also know, he will understand.

So, please, just please understand,
I miss Soonbeng and it HURTS.
I want him back,
I want to be with him,
I miss him.

Yes, its been two months already,
But I am hurting, still.
Please understand.